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Friday, April 11, 2008
6:15 PM
Looking at you each day,
Seeing so much and yet so little.
I've been wondering if I may,
To tell you this from the bottom.
You're so volatile so unpredictable,
Sometimes I really don't know how.
What you're doing is driving me lost,
I can't see where to go even now.
Have I given you up or have I not,
It bewilders me so strange.
Agony of sweetness so powerfully wrought,
Shaking me hard and crushing to change.
What I do know is that I have loved,
You more than I could ever express.
If it remains the same in my heart,
I can only wish for you to know and accept.
Confusion? Obsession? Passion? It's all in the process, one which I hope no one is part of now or ever at all. If you could love a girl or a boy this much to be so lost and stuck and totally confused, then I wish luck to you that that special someone would know somehow, and accept you, which will be your ultimate blessing. For someone who's being loved this much, I guess you should hope it's just someone hopelessly in love with you and not obsessed with you. The latter is going to be scary.